Can I get my money back?

Chris and I went to my high school reunion. I am sad to say that it was kind of lame. It wasn't worth the price to go. It was great to see everyone, but nothing has changed. It seemed like it was 80% A-List and 20% mixed...and it was still separated by clicks. It was nice that someone pointed out that I was the nice girl :). It kind of made me smile.

Mika's 8.5 month portrait

Here are some pictures of the ever changing Mika. This was her daddy's/grandpa's Father's Day Gift.

I am a Mercedes SLK!

Thanks Lisa, that was fun!

I'm a Mercedes SLK!

You appreciate the finer things in life. You have a split personality - wild or conservative, depending on your mood. Wherever you go, you like to travel first class. Luxury, style, and fun - who could ask for more?

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Bathtime Fun with Mika

Make a Smilebox postcard

My horrible dream...

I hope I do not have to relive this nightmare. I had this horrible dream one morning about my daughter Mika. It's so hard for me to type this out w/o crying, but I feel that it might help get through the day. My dream started out pretty normal. My daughter Mika is 7 months old, but in my dream she was about 2 years old...maybe slightly younger. Anyway, she was playing on the floor with her toys and all of a sudden she swallowed this object. The object was pretty big, but somehow it managed to fit in her mouth. Well, her muscles in her mouth/throat relaxed and it went down her throat. I turned around b/c I heard her gasp for air. She was crying, but no noise was coming out of her. I saw the object lodged in her throat...sort of like the movie "Jawbreaker"...I paniced and called 911. I also open up the front door to yell for help. I called my husband, but I couldn't speak. So he knew something was wrong and left to go to the hospital. My daughter and I arrived at the hospital and was immediately seen by a doctor. He checked her over and was ready to call a surgeon. He check her heart beat and it was slipping. My daughter turned her head to look towards me with her big, blue, bubble eyes...The look of pain and "help me mamma" woke me up in tears. All I remember was holding her and saying "I love you Mika, please don't leave me". This is soooo hard for me to type this out and read it....anyway, I woke my ass up b/c I didn't want to know what was about to happen. I woke up in tears and ran to my sleeping daughter...she was sleeping peacefully. When she woke up, she was all smiles. For those who know me...my dreams are pretty vivid and accurate (most of the time)...This dream made me realize that I need to watch her more. She loves to put things in her mouth...fist, passy, etc...I hope no one has to ever go through this...

The smell of roses...

So, lately I have been feeding my daughter some stage one veggies for the first time. She absolutely loves it! So I decided to mix peas with peaches...It sounds gross, but she was loving life. Anyway, she left a few surprises in her diaper. Her poopy diapers had a sweet smell. I couldn't believe it..her poop smells like roses! I thought it was weird so I thought I would share...I guess you are what you eat :)...

How should I start this?

How should I start this blog? For starters, this is my first blog. I don't blog b/c I think my writing sucks. Maybe, if I continue to write, it will get better? I guess the best part about blogging is that no one will judge me. I am turning 29 this year. In fact, my birthday is next week...woohoo. My high school reunion is coming up as well. Should I go? I am debating on this one. Even though I loved my high school, money is extremely tight b/c we just had a baby. I would rather get a group of people and hang out at Fridays or some place like that. That way, it will be a little more intimate and not about what I have accomplished...like I invented Post-It :). I do miss my friends and it would kick ass if I saw them again. After all, they were my relief from my parents. Plus, we have an awesome vacation coming up in July that I am excited about. That's if we pay off our bills after having Mika. I am keeping my fingers crossed this year. I guess the question is...go on vacation in July or reunion?